so it turns out that i have no march holiday. i have had no and will have no days off these march hols (apart from tuesday cos i was sick) because of dance, extra lessons and lit rehearsals. i am very very sad okayyyyyyy. but i guess i can't really blame anyone. it is the a level year and like the teachers never fail to remind us, we are not entitled to a social life. it's just that i don't remember my friends last year being so socially handicapped as i am now. yup. i realise now. it's me. i am my own disaster. hurhur.

hassa and dicky have gone to ns. good luck boys. you will come back alive and it is not the end of the world :)

you know what i've noticed? there are a few of these girls online who make me feel so physically inferior i really wish i was more attractive. ugh. okayyy. don't go on and say 'farah, don't be lame' etc etc but it won't stop me from feeling this way. what's even worse? is that they are actually real people. (i do not label species from hollywood as real. i have more sense than that. haha) and they have talents too!
i hate being a scorpio. really. we are very capable of intense jealousy.

anywayyyyy,
i've cut my hair! okay not the whole head of hair but just the fringe but it makes a, shall i say, dramatic difference. i go to school and people come up to me with 'omg! your hair!' etc etc. some feedback's been good, other's not so. girls seem to like it more than the guys and the most common remark i've heard so far is i look like a doll. haha. i shall be positive and take that as a compliment :)
if you haven't seen me post hair-cut yet, meet up with meeeeee!!!!

i feel oddly happy today. hmmm...
despite my eye bags coming back with a vengeance -_-

Labels: beauty, school

lallie | 12:12 AM