so many things have happened but i can't go into all of it now. i'm so sleep deprived. it's 5 am and i haven't slept since yesterday. help out with the wedding thingy again today at around 8? uggghhhh. i practically haven't slept all week. long nights out clubbing and prom and now this wedding business. can i just let my whole body system crash next week?

thing is i can't sleep! my thoughts are eating me from the inside. i go around looking for scraps of paper and write and write with my SRJC pen. its the only thing that gets me to sleep at night/morn. i think i'm depressed.
lallie | 5:40 AM