okay. it's been a looooonnnng while. i've been evading technology recently so i couldn't be bothered to come online and update nor could i be bothered reading those of others so currently, i'm a bit behind but i've pretty much caught up.

so, how was your christmas? (:

i won't elaborate on mine but it was pretty good and i got some pretty nice prezzies. please don't get me started on how commercial christmas is cos i'm only online to say...

i'm going off for a short getaway later today(when the sun rises) and forgive me if i'm (REALLY) uncontactable this time. haha. i'll be back on monday ;)

school's starting soon and i haven't finished my holiday homework! actually, i've barely even started. all this is a result of me choosing ignorance and intentionally not going anywhere near aspire, also, not talking to schoolmates about schoolwork at all! smart, aye? so now i'm sorta panicking.

many things have happened recently but i want to just tell you the main thing that's affected my life. i have reached my mid-life crisis about two decades in advance. yea. i have no idea why but i feel so old and what really added fuel to the fire was that i realised i haven't done anything great in my life. i feel so unaccomplished! it's a horrible hopeless feeling and i hate it. so, i've done a list! i've got about thirteen to-do's put down already and it kind of makes me feel better. you all should try it! and if you think i'm mad, don't come to me when you've reached your mid-life crisis twenty years down the road cos i'm going to be living my life to the max with no worries at all. or at least i hope so (:

okay, i'll be back soon. i'll be missing the new year so here's a
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
in advance (:
lallie | 1:39 AM