HALO!

It's been ages since I last updated. I guess it's because nothing much has happened. Or rather, too much did.

Well, school-wise...
I passed my mid-years! You don't know how good it feels because I failed horribly for last year's mid-years and promos, ending up in the bottom 100. Even though I'm happy, I know I can do so much better and am currently working towards getting good great grades. It's still kinda not good enough and i still have something to prove to certain people.

For dance...
We're doing lyrical jazz now. Good bye Hip-Hop. I cherished the time we had together but it's time for something new and challenging. So far, we've tried Rihanna's Unfaithful and James Blunt's Tears&Rain. Beautiful but I have no confidence. I'm not exactly that flexible. But my instructor said I do exude feeling and emotion so that's a perk. Haha.
I just hope that the school will accept what we'll perform for Teacher's Day since it's not the usual hip-hop thing. I feel kind of protective of this dance team cos they're such a nice bunch and I don't think I'll be able to take it if they feel unworthy in any way.
Ugh, don't you just hate how judgmental the world can be?

Personal...
I try to think I'm okay but I don't think I can be completely happy. Maybe it's the hormones. Maybe it's just me. I sometimes tend to let my sadness show without meaning to and that's how I know. Because people tell me. But... Things are starting to look up. The bridge is starting to be rebuild between old friendships and it really warms me but makes me sad that it took so long for me to do so. I'm happy all the same though that it's actually happening. Although not so old friendships are starting to fade away, it seems like it's a way of life. Give and take. One cannot exist while the other survives. It's incredibly cynical but it's just the way it looks like to me.

Apart from that, nothing else. I'm just thankful that school is good. There's so much drama happening, especially in the arts faculty that it's hard to keep away for fear of missing the latest. Haha.

Things to look forward to are (drumroll) NEXT WEEK!
There's only school on ONE DAY! Monday.
Tuesday's the beach run//sands of mission
Wednesday's the actual national day. hari kebangsaan singapura! -not bad eh? heehee
Thursday's a public holiday!
Friday is i-learn day! I might have dance though but who cares? the point is it's not real school.

So yup. that's the latest people.
Tata!
Love&Peace (:
lallie | 10:04 PM