exams are fished.
fishduckfishduckfishduckfishduck. you get the idea.

i am so going to flunk. what am i going to do? nothing. there's nothing TO do.

okay. now i've REALLY gotten my wake-up call(part II), louder and more urgent. after these freaking midyears i'm going to mug as best as i can.

england was lovely and all but no more holidays. hear that mum? DON'T DRAG ME OFF ANYWHERE! even to malaysia/indonesia/etc. well, maybe i'll give in to JB. hehehe. you know, day trips.

tomorrow is physics H1 paper. i don't know how i'm going to do it. i missed the dynamics lecture due to the england trip(yet again!). i guess the best i can do is try to rely on last year's notes? HA! a lot of good that did me last time.

shit la. i'm on the verge of hysteria. why? because math sucked. today econs, my supposed ROCK, was screwed. malay doesn't even need elaboration. & now i only have lit and phys left. great. just fishin great.

today nelly furtado's promiscuous girl kept playing over and over again in my mind during econs. just because it was the first thing i heard when i woke up in the morning. is it any wonder?

AND WHERE THE HELL IS SHAN! I DON'T LIKE THIS GUY!
why did you have to go and leave me like that ):

argh. i've gone crazy. i need something. anything. but WHAT?

/another thing running through my head;
so, douse yourself in cheap perfume
it's so fitting, so fitting of the way you are
can't cover it up
CAN'T COVER IT UP!

heeheehee.
(yup, i've officially gone mad)
lallie | 12:15 AM

heya! i'm finally back from england! will upload pics soon when my com isn't being such a bitch as usual. if you missed me, i missed you too! if you didn't even realise i was gone, screw you, but i still missed you (:

anyhoo. although i was spending 2 weeks in a great place with great people, it's back to the singapore life now. i am now in the middle of the mid-years and have hardly studied due to said 'lit enrichment trip' [i say HOLIDAY!]. how now? kok is so going to get me. maths tomorrow. i mean today. you see? i'm up on a day that i'm going to have dear old MATHEMATICS. i'm terrible. but i guess the plus side is that it's an afternoon paper? haha. shall wake up at 6/7? if i can of course.

i love you shan wee for never failing to keep me company at times when i cannot fall asleep. muah!

ugh. don't you just hate exams? apart from the reasons that are obvious. i miss people i haven't seen for close to a month! maybe even longer for those who aren't in SR. thankfully there are random calls to people who keep you company when you're really feeling the bite of lonliness cos everone else is muggin their lives away. lovely :)

been studying with siti even though she doesn't have any exams anymore since she's in poly now. u lucky toot! but still, company much appreciated babes. today was slightly more people than the norm. apart from sitz, fiq and me, there was hassa and arina. so see. at least i attempted to study even though it's so last minute. i wonder if the principal will be a bit more lax with the lit trip people? there is no way i can excel now even though i so wanted to. not possible. really.

anyway, new skin. it's very different from my others. actually i couldn't be bothered muchos cos i just wanted to see something not so ... BROWN. so i went to the skin of the day page and chose july 21st. haha. no special thing about the date. the skin caught my eye. we're always talking about the negative sides of everything so for once i deserve to feel beautiful dammit. hurhur. anyway. i think the adidas high heel is cool. although it looks dreadfully painful.
if only we lived in a world where we could RUN in stilettos
hear! hear!

pics next time honey ;)
ta!
lallie | 1:33 AM