Well, today isn't such a good day to say the least.

Got our PW results you see. It's not that I mind not getting a not so great grade. I just feel so disappointed and shitty cos I'm the only one in my group who got that grade. I mean I worked equally hard if not more with all those sleepless nights. It's just so unfair. So I went to the PE toilet and wanted to break down there and then but Riviera caught me and sent me into the hall for some talk regarding my weight. (Yup, I'm fat.) & then I made friends with this guy self-named Fookie. So nice la he.

"Are you supposed to be here?"
"Er.. Ya."(looks down at self)
"You don't look like it leh."
"HAHAHAHA."

Well at least he made me feel better for just a little while. Then Bibs came in and asked the 3 tragic words, "Are you okay?" and i just started tearing and Fookie was kinda shocked but was chatting to me nicely. So then after that I finally made it to the toilet and sniffed and blubbered and cried, etc.

But I'm just happy that my friends are such sweet lovely things. They were there for me and tried to make me feel better. They're concern and comfort touched me so much that it added on to the tear-flow. Thanks all! (: & Iza, even though you weren't there you're message was just so sweet and touching I couldn't help the tears from falling either. Thanks a lot babe (:

Imran is classic.
"Are you all okay?" looks at me, "Is she okay?"
I not pathetically.
"Do you need tissue? I have loads of tissue. Wet and dry also have"
"It's okay. I have some."
"It's okay. Just take my tissue. My wet tissue is rose-smelling. Very nice! Just take them all."
Hands me all the tissue.
"I was just in the library with you. Remember to channel all the frustration into your a levels k? Cheer up!"
I nod pathetically again with my teary face but this time, with a smile.

Hee. Such a faggot la but a very NICE faggot. (:

Anyway, I'm going to Bintan tomorrow. I'll try my best to have fun and all that and try not to think of bloody PW. Set aside some time to work on getting my 'hot bod' to lasso the guy of my dreams. Hurhur. Thanks to Fiq la. Haha.

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IZA FIXED MY LAYOUT! WEEEE! YOU ROCK BABE! (:
lallie | 8:45 PM