my current msn nick is
only fools wear their hearts on their sleeves - & i'm a fool
i betcha there are tons of people who feel the same way out there. there are the odd few who would protest since they keep everything in, scared to let the world see how vulnerable they are.
funnily, that's me too. there are some things i don't share but then there are the things that i do.
& wad makes things worse is that what i do let shine through is what can potentially be my downfall.

okay. you know that i know that you know i'm typing rubbish. haha. but think about how many times rubbish has proven true ;)

anyhoo. i'm lazy to type properly cos my small finger hurts pressing on the shift button tonight. weird but whatever. i woke up this morning to some racket at the end of my bed. i reluctantly lifted my eyelids a few mm and saw nothing. then i propped myself up by the elbows to see properly. my maind line of thinking was, there better not be a huge rat there. and then...

harris started rising slowly in this weird facial contortion and started climbing the ladder slowly (which i only just realised was there) towards my bedroom fan repeating the lines,
"Siti clean fan, Siti clean fan."
HAHAHAHAHA. imagine waking up to that. so ya. the day started off quite well. unfortunately i let my head hit the pillow again and slept for another hour or so. i swear that sleep is and always will be my downfall.

yesterday, because of sleep i didn't wake up early enough to go watch MIQ. heh. actually iza and i did wake up on time but we kept falling asleep and waking up and falling asleep multiple times and kept track of each other's progress my sleepy sms'.

but it wasn't so bad cos if we had gone for miq we would have missed the syf central judging of display bands. tk got gold with honours btw. i'm so happy for them but (i know this is bad of me) i didn't think they left a great impression and are far off from past standards. but still, yay tk band!

nothing much after that. hanged out with the usual suspects as usual :)
i really needta study. even though mid yrs are in july. that's freakin long. i'm like dying for them to come soon. the sooner they come, the sooner i can prove myself.

-FIN-

to dance or not to dance?
lallie | 10:05 PM