Well, the promos are almost over. Last paper is tomorrow; ECONS P1 & P2 and what am I doing? Heh.

Physics sucked to the max. Should have practiced long-structured questions but even if I had wanted to take the easy way out and memo answers, I still would have sucked cos the stupid TYS only has some answers. Other questions they expect you to get it right. Its okay for those smart ones out there but not me. Blah.

I might even go to the extent of saying that maths was better than physics. Yes, I've gone mad. So now you know how screwed I am cos I have nothing that can push me up to JC2. Its all beyond prayers now. And I take full responsibility. Treated this like secondary school where you can still get promoted by the skin of your teeth. All play no work. Only REALLY started during the last 2 weeks. Tell me how is that possible?

I am now considering my options. I might do the Vin thing and go to MI where hopefully, they'll take me into their second year so I don't have to take the new syllabus and I still have more time to prepare for the A's. There's also the taking A's privately route which is worth considering. Sadly, poly is out cos it'll dry out my university funds and I WANT and NEED to go to university. So ya. Any other options?

I don't want to stay in SR if I retain cos I only find it bearable now because of the people. If I'm alone there without my friends I'd rather just drop out. Stupid I know. But still, I'm not into the adapting into a new crowd thing right now and there's also the humiliation. Heart over mind.
lallie | 11:15 AM