Oh my freaking God. I'm a disastrously insecure person. It's no wonder why people misinterprate my actions and all. Anyway, let me clarify cos I don't like saying this out loud.

I don't like the feeling of being forgotten. Its my own insecurites that eat me alive you see. It's not really your fault, its my own heart that starts to sabotage my mind. So when I keep quiet I'm just trying not to think about it. I don't want to tell you what's wrong for fear of crying in front of you. I don't wanna say anything cos its awkward and it'd be kinda horrible talking about it. So just know that sometimes I need to be left alone / distracted. Okay? Hope you don't think any less of me for my queer ways of going about things.

Anyway, I'm oddly reminded of how when you see somebody that you think you recognise but you're not wearing your specs so you can't see properly and in the end you look like you're skowling at him / her. Hence, you will forever be known by the person as a ____. Heh. Interesting how the world works ay?

EVERYBODY'S JUST TOO OVER-ANALYTICAL!
Haha. Yes, including myself.
lallie | 11:20 PM