Oh my freaking God. I'm a disastrously insecure person. It's no wonder why people misinterprate my actions and all. Anyway, let me clarify cos I don't like saying this out loud.
I don't like the feeling of being forgotten. Its my own insecurites that eat me alive you see. It's not really your fault, its my own heart that starts to sabotage my mind. So when I keep quiet I'm just trying not to think about it. I don't want to tell you what's wrong for fear of crying in front of you. I don't wanna say anything cos its awkward and it'd be kinda horrible talking about it. So just know that sometimes I need to be left alone / distracted. Okay? Hope you don't think any less of me for my queer ways of going about things.
Anyway, I'm oddly reminded of how when you see somebody that you think you recognise but you're not wearing your specs so you can't see properly and in the end you look like you're skowling at him / her. Hence, you will forever be known by the person as a ____. Heh. Interesting how the world works ay?
EVERYBODY'S JUST TOO OVER-ANALYTICAL!Haha. Yes, including myself.
lallie | 11:20 PM
Okay. I just realised that this blog layout doesn't publish the titles of my posts. Just in case you're a bit lost, which I doubt since the meaning is quite clear, this was the title of the previous post,
Why Are English Guys So Freaking Cute?Haha. Please feel free to comment (:
lallie | 9:54 PM
Aaaah. Let me get a bit boy crazy for a while. I just watched this movie called Chasing Liberty starring Mandy Moore (hmm) and this kinda unknown guy, Matthew Goode, if I'm not wrong, and he is just sooooooooo cute and gorgeous and hot la. Anyway, I think one major factor contributing their hotness is their accent. Its just too swoon-worthy for words. Even in school their are a few swoon worthy people but their faces do not give enough justice for their sexy voices unforturnately. Oh well, they say that God is fair. But this guy I'm talking about, is just perfect in every way. Sigh...
Oh well, that's enough of that. Promos are in a few weeks, PW written report is due tomorrow and I'm doing this. I'm so freaking
powderful lah. Happy mugging everyone else out there!
Footnote: I forgot to write about TPJC's DramaNight. I got to meet the usual beautiful suspects. I'll say Manifestasi was a better production than this and that means a lot seeing that my Malay isn't really up there. But that Hongkey Robert guy was funnayy. And guess what, he's somebody's boyfriend! Haha.
Second footnote: Dance is killing me (:
lallie | 9:33 PM