lallie | 11:11 AM

Ponned school today. Wee! Haha. This is what happens when you do you're homework into the wee hours of the morning and for company, you have your mother and Class 95. We ended up singing to Westlife songs. How pathetic is that?

Anyway, guess what? Fatin & Izzah didn't go to school either. I just can't wait to see the look on Gan's face tomorrow. Wonderful.

Let me update about the outing with the girls. Like finally man, really. Went to Parkway to have lunch. While waiting for the others I browsed around MPH. There are just too many books around. Unfortunately, there is little money in my pocket. Anyhoo, when they finally arrived, we went to Yoshinoya. EatEatTalkTalk & then there was this spontaneous decision to go to Bedok Princess to watch a movie. Fantastic4 was nice (which also made it easier to watch it AGAIN later in the day with my aunt). Then there was pool. I love pool but its just so sad that I SUCK. Haha. I have a video in my phone of me making a pathetic attempt to get the 8 ball in. Talking about videos, there's this funny video of Sab being Sab. I can't get enough of it lah. Haha.

I just LOVE our outings. Missing you all already! (:
lallie | 7:10 AM

First and foremost,

SABBIE DARLING! I LOVE YOU BUNDLES HUN! (:
Please don't do anything foolish <3

Okay, that aside, I have 3 words. As I am about to break the news to my group members, I might as well type it here first. WE ARE SCREWED. Like totally.

Gan is a basket as usual. If only looks could kill, she'd be lying dead on the floor of A4-2 right now. Ugh. My group members and some of the other people in class saw the look that I shot her after she said what she said. I hope she saw because I honestly don't care. BASKET! I swear I don't hate anyone as much as I hate her. Actually I don't even hate anyone cos its such a strong feeling. BUT, I can verify that I do indeed positively, swear on my grandfather's grave that I hate her to the core.

Okay, enough. Let's move on to happier things. If only there was something. At the moment I can only think of how much I miss Lit. Yes, I've gone mad. Something is happening to me and I have no idea what it is. Anyway, I think I shall borrow/buy a Shakespeare play and read it for FUN. Now tell me I am not mad.

Oh, more bad news. My oral, or should I say lisan?, kinda sucked. I feel that the examiner in the red tudung kinda hates me or something. Anyway, after the oral thing we're supposed to go to the quarantine area. I started chatting to Nina and Anan/Anand (oops!) and later joined by Hilmi. Chatchatchat. Then we kinda got scolded by the teacher. Heh. Oops. At least that was something to cool me down despite the scolding thing. Argh. Let's just leave it as oral sucked for me. I hope I can at least pass. If not, then fail by very little?

To make things worse, I am aching all over because I had dance yesterday. 224 crunches non-stop. YAY. *insert pained expression here. But we did club jazz and it was groovy & sexy. Ooooh. Haha. I guess the reason I dread dance is because of the training aspect but after the whole thing is over, I just want more. I love it to bits. Nice way to ease stress according to the PE lecture. Yes, I did say, PE LECTURE. But whatever lah, as long as there's no real PE, right Izzah? Heh (:

I think I shall take my leave before I start drowning in sorrow. Again.

PS: I'm sorry to all those who had to go through my depressive moods. I shall try to be more cheery. I think I'm on the way and making good progress (: Thanks for being patient ya and being the people who can put a smile on my face <3
lallie | 12:03 PM

My Shoutbox is being a bitch & therefore I have switched to CBox. Following Izzah's example. Hope you don't mind, babe!

Exams are O-V-E-R! HAPPYHAPPYJOYJOY! Like finally. BUT, I'm screwed. Shall not elaborate furthur in order to prevent depressive symptoms.

Seems like there are many things to get depressed about nowadays. Such horrible things happened that day. Did not to expect to make things worse. Gotta find a way to clear up stuff. Letter/Phone/Confrontation? I need Help&Guidance. I should see a counselor. My brother keeps threatening to phone one anyway. He thinks I'm going to commit suicide soon or something. Don't worry, Harris. I may be mopey but I'm not so brave. What's that in Malay again? Bedil Buloh is it? I think Cikgu is a good influence man. Haha. Surprised? Yes, so am I. Anyway, I've got to clear this up soon. Don't want to lose another friend. Especially this one.

Let's move on to brighter things! Watched ALOTLIKELOVE which is LOVELOVELOVE (: I loved it to bits! Oh how romantic and Awww-y it was! I loved the New Year's Party part. So When Harry Met Sally like. But I LIKE! I recommend you all watch that movie too. Its been so long since I watched a rom com. Much needed man. Much loved. However, this will lead to me beranganing alot now so please don't mind me when I zone out while you're talking. Haha. What's new anyways?

Anyway, I bought a new belt. Very shiny, very retro! OOOHHH! Haha. Jalan jalan-ed a bit at Orchard. Forever21 is LOVE. Retail therapy does wonders man. I can't believe how many times I've typed the word 'love' in this entry alone. What will I do next? Kiss my brother? ERRRRR. Wait long long lah. I'm not THAT blinded by happiness. But this is only temporary. I hope this lasts longer this time.

Okayyyyyy. TATA! LOVE! <3 (:
lallie | 1:20 PM